I need help desperately. I recently became sexually active in July and since then I have had a debilitating fear of semen and becoming pregnant. I am currently standing in my bathroom naked after taking a shower because I am so scared I mistook my conditioner for semen. Some background, the last time by boyfriend was in my apartment was around monday. He used some tissues to clean his semen off and I assume they were sitting in the bathroom trash. I just took out the trash and had to squish all the tissues down because it was too much.